Forever

speaking of sams club, i ought to check out their coffee, it's usually cheap and delicious, and i need an excuse to keep up my membership. though i bought two computers there this year, that probably counts as enough.

i watched the bachelorette tonight, most of the guys left are demi-godly, i'm proud of emily for being smart. there's one guy that was being a rich snob, hopefully he won't last out the next episode, because he's not cute or anything, just dressed in expensive clothes that make him look better than he is. well, i say emily is being smart, but in the end it's probably going to be awful choosing one super hot guy over the other.

i picked up a book by brad thor and tried to read it, because i saw an advertisement for his books and it had a picture of him and he was pretty cute, turns out his good looks don't make up for his boring writing style, but that's what i think of most books these days. but the book i tried to read was more of  a movie script, no focus on the setting, just conversation and brief detail, almost like it's informing you how your supposed to feel about the characters.

i've been taking 5-htp at night this week, it was pretty cool last night, like poof, asleep. then i woke up once at 2am or something and fell right back asleep. the potency seems to have worn off after leaving the pills out in an unsealed container, it affects me less than the first time. static says it's because i adjusted to it and my brain decreased the number of receptors for serotonin. i took one the last 3 nights, but i'll stop for now, take a break.